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1.
Needle 03:52
Sixteen sitting on calling out Crying on the staircase Because I know you heard me Asking you to stay For someone to listen to Twenty two When I thought I knew I you Now that you don't know me Said you're trying to change The features on your face Or your last name I don't want to know you Even though you made me jump the gun I don't want to hurt you Even though you're gonna make it stop Do you wanna reach out Tell me when you think you've had enough I don't want to know you I don't want to know you But you make it look so easy Sliding the needle through your pain Said I know what nervous laughter Sounds like anyways Say you've got a new turn coming And you're leaving soon I'm gonna find a way To tear the needle from the wound And I don't wanna know you But I'm gonna find out anyway And I don't want to hurt you But it's gonna burn me either way Made me want to reach out Hold on to you as you slip away I don't wanna know you I don't wanna know you I don't want to know you Even though you made me jump the gun I don't want to hurt you Even though you're gonna make it stop Do you wanna reach out Tell me when you think you've had enough I don't want to know you I don't want to know you But you make it look so easy Sliding the needle through your pain Said I know what nervous laughter Sounds like anyway Say you got a new turn coming And you're leaving soon I'm gonna find a way to tear the needle from the wound
2.
I'm Glad 03:20
Look at the way he's walking Strangers with tall ideals Speaking a foreign language I don't have any fears Skip for a second minute I won't ask your forgiveness Sweating through my mascara As if I'm self aware When we're dreaming about the dark Breathing in the summer air When the lovers start to fight When I'm seeing through your stare When your sister starts to call I'm writing stories of despair When you're asking how to start I'm asking if you're self aware I don't have any fear I don't have memories I don't have any feelings Do you remember me I don't have any fears I don't make memories And I don't have enemies Do you remember me When we're dreaming about the dark Breathing in the summer air When the lovers start to fight When I'm seeing through your stare When your sister start to call I'm writing stories of despair When you're asking how to start I'm asking if you're self aware When you're writing several pages When they cover me in stone When the time is passing slowly But you're still ready to go In the end is your beginning In the white noise there's a glow In the white noise there's a darkness In the white noise I will go In a small house In a basement In a crawl space I fold neat and tidy How you hold me Like the pages Of your reading When you cannot find me If I'm bleeding Or something scary If we're praying In the supermarket If I'm leaving I need more enemies I need more feelings I need more fears When we're dreaming about the dark Breathing in the summer air When the lovers start to fight When I'm seeing through your stare When your sister starts to call I'm writing stories of despair When you're asking how to start I'm asking if you're self aware
3.
Millersong 04:06
My arms bear weight Sleeping in the middle of the day Fit into place Struggle to stay awake Flood the basement Our home in a different state Horses sleeping Brother's vacation In my dreams I'm fighting your frame I'm on the phone with my old roommates Climbing up stairs with their pictures on the wall Black and white feel my body start to fall Sitting on the ground Reconcile with what I know now A child again Tall trees it all ends I escape on Digby Miller hears the door swing Dirty feeling Stuck on my old street In my dreams I'm fighting your frame I'm on the phone with my old roommates Climbing up stairs with their pictures on the wall Black and white feel my body start to fall Sleeping horses With my roommates on the phone I'll flood the basement in our old home I'm cleaning your face I'm fighting your frame Hear my family calling my name Surrender control How did you know Wake up confused You were there too You were there too You were there too You were there too You were there too
4.
Riverbed 03:31
It's coming closer I see what you're calling Immaculate image Calling you over It feels like my body but I forget when It feels like shaving my head Drawing an image or saving my breath And I think I'm watching my death I'll sleep in the river and make it my bed Closer to the sun I think I'm tired of waiting my turn But I guess that I'm having fun Your head in my arms Is making it worse And you know I don't feel like talking Touching the ceiling moving or walking And you know I'm sleeping in later Forget to shower I'm skipping our dinner And I think I'm watching the end Drawing an image and painting it red When am I leaving again If I'm gone for a minute I'm gone til the end Closer to the sun I think I'm tired of waiting my turn But I guess that I'm having fun Your head in my arms Is making it worse And I can see the end I think I'm tired of being a friend But I'm coming back overjoyed With my head in the ground with the feeling destroyed And it feels like shaving my head Sleep in the river I'll make it my bed Closer to the sun I think I'm tired of waiting my turn But I guess that I'm having fun Your head in my arms Is making it worse Closer to the sun I think I'm tired of waiting my turn But I guess that I'm having fun Your head in my arms Is making it worse
5.
Chokehold 03:37
Are you in a bind Are you going to bloom I asked of you Staring ahead You said eyes on the road You said you didn't know Are you gonna cry When I think of you When you think of me I've been tasting my blood What I could forget What I could believe Losing grip of things I could hold Now I taste you in my teeth I'm gonna burn you from my head I'd punish you to punish me You said you're doing fine You've been on a roll Fear defies you you deny it Captured traces of the soul Undenied if you were to go Feeding power promised lands She's crushing flowers in your hands I'm losing grip of things I could hold Now I taste you in my teeth I'm gonna burn you from my head I'd punish you to punish me You're living in a fantasy It's always better than the real thing Choking on a bitter poison I forget what I believe Now chokehold commands you Kiss the threshold of what once was She will try to understand you Given choices gonna give them up Losing grip of things I could hold Now I taste you in my teeth I'm gonna burn you from my head I'd punish you to punish me Losing grip of things I could hold Now I taste you in my teeth I'm gonna burn you
6.
Boston 04:38
See if you're still sleeping I won't wake you up Are you still tired from all your dreaming The things you say they keep me up He said he could find me Visit my dreams Or wake me up Do you keep a close eye You will make a shadow of me This was before my drive to Boston Stay with my brother for the week Fade into your background Took you this long to figure it out Someone upstairs they must be laughing Twisting my fate into a doubt These feelings are fading Into a shadow of doubt Years lost to your patience Afraid to come down You never thought that you could control it Twisting your shirt at the seam You made me think that I could ignore it And now you appear in my dreams Drive in the car asleep in the basement You're taking a run in the night I'm at a loss or making an effort I'm coming down hard in the fight Signing the cross or lighting your incense Or wiping the dirt from the smile Licking your scars or losing your interest Or making your words come alive You'll never come back Come back Come back Come back Back come back Come back Come back Come back Come back Come back Come back Come back Come back Come back Come back

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Written between March and June of 2021

Cassette tapes and T-Shirts are available for purchase from Happy Families at happyfamilies.bandcamp.com

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released March 24, 2022

NINA PAYIATIS on Vocals, Guitar, Violin, Lyrics
SAMANTHA SMYJUNAS on Synth. Additional Guitar, Backing Vocals (Track 6)
JACK DOYLE on Bass
LEO MARTINI on Drums

THANK YOU to:
OWEN KENNEY on Additional Guitar (Track 6)
ZACH BRENNAMAN on Harmonica (Track 4), Backing Vocals (Tracks 2, 6)

RECORDED at Comiskey Park Studios
MIXED by our supreme mate Owen Kenney
MASTERED by the great John Hoffman

Thank you to Miranda Garland, Claire Greweling, Helen Kemper, Sydney Sebastian, Mac Brokamp, Sydney Hansen for additional help and support. Ohio style baby you know what we mean haha

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