1. |
Needle
03:52
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Sixteen sitting on calling out
Crying on the staircase
Because I know you heard me
Asking you to stay
For someone to listen to
Twenty two
When I thought I knew I you
Now that you don't know me
Said you're trying to change
The features on your face
Or your last name
I don't want to know you
Even though you made me jump the gun
I don't want to hurt you
Even though you're gonna make it stop
Do you wanna reach out
Tell me when you think you've had enough
I don't want to know you
I don't want to know you
But you make it look so easy
Sliding the needle through your pain
Said I know what nervous laughter
Sounds like anyways
Say you've got a new turn coming
And you're leaving soon
I'm gonna find a way
To tear the needle from the wound
And I don't wanna know you
But I'm gonna find out anyway
And I don't want to hurt you
But it's gonna burn me either way
Made me want to reach out
Hold on to you as you slip away
I don't wanna know you
I don't wanna know you
I don't want to know you
Even though you made me jump the gun
I don't want to hurt you
Even though you're gonna make it stop
Do you wanna reach out
Tell me when you think you've had enough
I don't want to know you
I don't want to know you
But you make it look so easy
Sliding the needle through your pain
Said I know what nervous laughter
Sounds like anyway
Say you got a new turn coming
And you're leaving soon
I'm gonna find a way to tear the needle from the wound
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2. |
I'm Glad
03:20
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Look at the way he's walking
Strangers with tall ideals
Speaking a foreign language
I don't have any fears
Skip for a second minute
I won't ask your forgiveness
Sweating through my mascara
As if I'm self aware
When we're dreaming about the dark
Breathing in the summer air
When the lovers start to fight
When I'm seeing through your stare
When your sister starts to call
I'm writing stories of despair
When you're asking how to start
I'm asking if you're self aware
I don't have any fear
I don't have memories
I don't have any feelings
Do you remember me
I don't have any fears
I don't make memories
And I don't have enemies
Do you remember me
When we're dreaming about the dark
Breathing in the summer air
When the lovers start to fight
When I'm seeing through your stare
When your sister start to call
I'm writing stories of despair
When you're asking how to start
I'm asking if you're self aware
When you're writing several pages
When they cover me in stone
When the time is passing slowly
But you're still ready to go
In the end is your beginning
In the white noise there's a glow
In the white noise there's a darkness
In the white noise I will go
In a small house
In a basement
In a crawl space
I fold neat and tidy
How you hold me
Like the pages
Of your reading
When you cannot find me
If I'm bleeding
Or something scary
If we're praying
In the supermarket
If I'm leaving
I need more enemies
I need more feelings
I need more fears
When we're dreaming about the dark
Breathing in the summer air
When the lovers start to fight
When I'm seeing through your stare
When your sister starts to call
I'm writing stories of despair
When you're asking how to start
I'm asking if you're self aware
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3. |
Millersong
04:06
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My arms bear weight
Sleeping in the middle of the day
Fit into place
Struggle to stay awake
Flood the basement
Our home in a different state
Horses sleeping
Brother's vacation
In my dreams I'm fighting your frame
I'm on the phone with my old roommates
Climbing up stairs with their pictures on the wall
Black and white feel my body start to fall
Sitting on the ground
Reconcile with what I know now
A child again
Tall trees it all ends
I escape on Digby
Miller hears the door swing
Dirty feeling
Stuck on my old street
In my dreams I'm fighting your frame
I'm on the phone with my old roommates
Climbing up stairs with their pictures on the wall
Black and white feel my body start to fall
Sleeping horses
With my roommates on the phone
I'll flood the basement in our old home
I'm cleaning your face I'm fighting your frame
Hear my family calling my name
Surrender control
How did you know
Wake up confused
You were there too
You were there too
You were there too
You were there too
You were there too
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4. |
Riverbed
03:31
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It's coming closer
I see what you're calling
Immaculate image
Calling you over
It feels like my body but I forget when
It feels like shaving my head
Drawing an image or saving my breath
And I think I'm watching my death
I'll sleep in the river and make it my bed
Closer to the sun
I think I'm tired of waiting my turn
But I guess that I'm having fun
Your head in my arms
Is making it worse
And you know I don't feel like talking
Touching the ceiling moving or walking
And you know I'm sleeping in later
Forget to shower I'm skipping our dinner
And I think I'm watching the end
Drawing an image and painting it red
When am I leaving again
If I'm gone for a minute I'm gone til the end
Closer to the sun
I think I'm tired of waiting my turn
But I guess that I'm having fun
Your head in my arms
Is making it worse
And I can see the end
I think I'm tired of being a friend
But I'm coming back overjoyed
With my head in the ground with the feeling destroyed
And it feels like shaving my head
Sleep in the river I'll make it my bed
Closer to the sun
I think I'm tired of waiting my turn
But I guess that I'm having fun
Your head in my arms
Is making it worse
Closer to the sun
I think I'm tired of waiting my turn
But I guess that I'm having fun
Your head in my arms
Is making it worse
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5. |
Chokehold
03:37
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Are you in a bind
Are you going to bloom
I asked of you
Staring ahead
You said eyes on the road
You said you didn't know
Are you gonna cry
When I think of you
When you think of me
I've been tasting my blood
What I could forget
What I could believe
Losing grip of things I could hold
Now I taste you in my teeth
I'm gonna burn you from my head
I'd punish you to punish me
You said you're doing fine
You've been on a roll
Fear defies you you deny it
Captured traces of the soul
Undenied if you were to go
Feeding power promised lands
She's crushing flowers in your hands
I'm losing grip of things I could hold
Now I taste you in my teeth
I'm gonna burn you from my head
I'd punish you to punish me
You're living in a fantasy
It's always better than the real thing
Choking on a bitter poison
I forget what I believe
Now chokehold commands you
Kiss the threshold of what once was
She will try to understand you
Given choices gonna give them up
Losing grip of things I could hold
Now I taste you in my teeth
I'm gonna burn you from my head
I'd punish you to punish me
Losing grip of things I could hold
Now I taste you in my teeth
I'm gonna burn you
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6. |
Boston
04:38
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See if you're still sleeping
I won't wake you up
Are you still tired from all your dreaming
The things you say they keep me up
He said he could find me
Visit my dreams
Or wake me up
Do you keep a close eye
You will make a shadow of me
This was before my drive to Boston
Stay with my brother for the week
Fade into your background
Took you this long to figure it out
Someone upstairs they must be laughing
Twisting my fate into a doubt
These feelings are fading
Into a shadow of doubt
Years lost to your patience
Afraid to come down
You never thought that you could control it
Twisting your shirt at the seam
You made me think that I could ignore it
And now you appear in my dreams
Drive in the car asleep in the basement
You're taking a run in the night
I'm at a loss or making an effort
I'm coming down hard in the fight
Signing the cross or lighting your incense
Or wiping the dirt from the smile
Licking your scars or losing your interest
Or making your words come alive
You'll never come back
Come back
Come back
Come back
Back come back
Come back
Come back
Come back
Come back
Come back
Come back
Come back
Come back
Come back
Come back
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